assalamualaikum and good day.
1. it’s been a month now since new year. yippee! … or probably not.
time flies really fast, don’t you guys think so? it’s like we barely breathe the new year breath and suddenly… poof! we’re almost a month older in this year. katakan ini tidak benar!!! ini tidak adil, tidak adil, tidak adil bagiku. noooooo…! T___T
2. anyhow, in my last entry, I did mentioned about a face-to-face meeting with one of the blogger who are among the ‘13 Warriors’ for the Buasir Otak : The Komik. who else… one of the writer for Buasir Otak a.k.a. Prince of Noob.
and I did as well told about an ‘awkward’ situation build up around us. (should I even use that term??? I dunno?) or it seem to me that way. I'm not quite sure if it goes the same way with them. so, obviously those situation does not build up because of the person I met with. as a matter of fact, perhaps it might be a result of my introversion personality… towards them.
3. being a purely introvert
(some says they can switch up between introvert and extravert personality) can sometimes be a downfall to me… especially when it comes to meet up and hang out with new friend(s). I'm neither an anti-social, nor am I shy or reserved… in fact, I do love meeting new people, get to know them genuinely, and do hope that we'd might becomes buddies (sebab buddyz takkan terpisah). however, I do have this kind of attitude to let myself be surrounded by those whom I feel comfort with. and how am i suppose to feel that way in just meeting… right?
4. hence, to those whom I barely spoke or I show an awkward reactions towards them in our first meet up or hang out, I do honestly apologize for such behavior. I’m not saying that I don't like to hang out with friends and get to know them better, it’s just that sometimes or most of the times I don’t feel comfortable being surrounded by new environment… or people. (no heart feeling I hope?)
my responds and reactions might change after a while or a few hang out… or perhaps after a few months. I don't know.
okay, hold on. why do I make it sound so serious…??? awat serius sangat lagu tuh?
5. aku tak cakap jadi introvert tak best? ekceli ada je benda-benda best yang hanya golongan introvert je yang buleh paham. nak tau apa dia yang best sangat, hang bulehlah tanya pakcik gugel sendiri. after all, there'll always be 2 sides in every situations or things that happen in life. just like the 2 sides of the coin… betui dak?